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so it's official. i'm bored. i get bored easily in relationships. i'm so desperate to be in love that i convince myself that i am, and ignore the logical side of things that spells it out for me, in perfect english, that this one is going down the drain just like all the others. i'm pretty sick of this. luckily, i didn't sleep with him, so...
he's still a little freaky. we've been together for two months, and he's already acting kind of crazy. the other day he came in the store an hour before it closed, and when i got off work i started heading toward my car, only to see him parked right beside it smoking a cigarette and waiting for me... sitting outside by my car for an hour, waiting for me to get off of work.
or... if he can't get a hold of me, he'll call my dad's cellphone. even if my dad is in another state at the time. just stop, johnny boy. no, really. stop.
everyone was complaining about king kong being too long, but i can honestly say that it was so good that i didn't notice how long it was. i was sobbing like a little bitch in the theatre, while everyone else sat there quietly. while we were leaving no one would look me in the eye. it was pretty funny.
i bought the post secret book. i couldn't help it. i had to.
my dad is pretty far in debt, and he expects me to help him dig himself out, which is completely unfair. i didn't tell him to max out his credit cards. i didn't tell him to spend money like he was bill gates. he did that on his own. he should be expected to take care of his problems on his own. he's a grown fucking man.
i'm getting mine and cassie's friendship tattoo next friday. it's a pill. think dr. mario. it'll be about the length of a quarter, and a half inch thick, half red half black. i'm getting it right on my hipbone. it'll be tastefully done, and we discussed it pretty extensively before hand to make sure that it was something we wanted for ourselves, partially to commemorate our friendship but mostly to signify our past. in case something were to ever happen between us, we wanted to be sure that the tattoo didn't have 'CASSIE & NOEL 4LIFE' or anything. i'm excited about it.
i've been thinking about starting my compass rose, right on the back of my neck. i want it to be small, so i doubt it'll run too high. all i want in the moment is the compass rose plus the letters (n, e, s, w). when i get more money, i can get the rest done.
that's all for now
he's still a little freaky. we've been together for two months, and he's already acting kind of crazy. the other day he came in the store an hour before it closed, and when i got off work i started heading toward my car, only to see him parked right beside it smoking a cigarette and waiting for me... sitting outside by my car for an hour, waiting for me to get off of work.
or... if he can't get a hold of me, he'll call my dad's cellphone. even if my dad is in another state at the time. just stop, johnny boy. no, really. stop.
everyone was complaining about king kong being too long, but i can honestly say that it was so good that i didn't notice how long it was. i was sobbing like a little bitch in the theatre, while everyone else sat there quietly. while we were leaving no one would look me in the eye. it was pretty funny.
i bought the post secret book. i couldn't help it. i had to.
my dad is pretty far in debt, and he expects me to help him dig himself out, which is completely unfair. i didn't tell him to max out his credit cards. i didn't tell him to spend money like he was bill gates. he did that on his own. he should be expected to take care of his problems on his own. he's a grown fucking man.
i'm getting mine and cassie's friendship tattoo next friday. it's a pill. think dr. mario. it'll be about the length of a quarter, and a half inch thick, half red half black. i'm getting it right on my hipbone. it'll be tastefully done, and we discussed it pretty extensively before hand to make sure that it was something we wanted for ourselves, partially to commemorate our friendship but mostly to signify our past. in case something were to ever happen between us, we wanted to be sure that the tattoo didn't have 'CASSIE & NOEL 4LIFE' or anything. i'm excited about it.
i've been thinking about starting my compass rose, right on the back of my neck. i want it to be small, so i doubt it'll run too high. all i want in the moment is the compass rose plus the letters (n, e, s, w). when i get more money, i can get the rest done.
that's all for now