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"...Yestuday i tried to paint you, but the colors wern't beautiful enough..."
after we got all sexed up. lol. we laid there no longer paying attention to the movie. we were laying on our sides facing each other. and he did the cutest thing. u know this needs its own paragraph.......
he spent like 3 minutes just looking at me, holding my face and playing around with my hair. then after a while he asked if i loved him. and i relaxed in his arms and told him that i did. THEN he tilted my face towards his, and kissed me. one of those, “put you in a trance” kisses. it was amazingly soft, and we fit so perfectly together. Then he sighed and asked “do u think you could spent the rest of your life with me... are u sure.. you won’t change your mind later on... cause i love you.” and it honestly made my heart melt. i felt like my throat was closing up so i just nodded, took a deep breath and attempted to say yes. then my voice came back and i told him that i loved him. we are such an amazing faith/fate based couple. that was a moment i will never forget. He said that he doesn’t want to lose me. and i know that i would never want to lose him. because he's one of the few people that keeps me sane in this world.
I told him that i would be down for whatever comes our way. I know that we can handle anything now. I know we’re gonna be together for a really long time. I love him so much that it makes me wanna cry just thinking about it. i/we had to go thru so much shit just to get to this point. where im not scared anymore. I don’t CARE that he’s gonna be the first and hopefully last person im this close to. so back to the story...
at like minutes to nine, we head to the bus stop. a few feet away, he holds my hand and im walking backwards cause he’s kissing me. it seems as if those few months apart made us closer. he puts his hands on my face and kinda searches my eyes for something. then he kisses me again. and then he kinda holds me for a minute. but its a “David hug” he arms are wrapped around my back and waist and my arms are around his neck and my head is resting on his shoulder. The bus comes in site and he give me another kiss and tell me to be safe and to call him when i get home. i give him a quick kiss on the neck and lips and i get on the bus. I look out the window and he kisses two fingers and kinda wave them at me. **melting heart again** FAST FORWARD. fianlly reach home at like 12 something. i call him and he says “you know i love you right?” and i do.
i am never ever ever ever ever gonna question our relationship EVER again. and for all u who read this far into this, and are STILL reading. im glad u did. cause i want the whole world (or just ya’ll pple reading ma LJ) to know that i am in love... and for all ya’ll fuckers who stopped reading. FUCK ALL ya’ll cause they can’t stop us. 2 years 2 months and 29 days! now what BITCHES!! lol
“David and Sasha--- the NEW....SEXIER...Bonnie and Clyde."
Beyonce and Jay Z aint got nothin on our sexi asses.