Jan 23, 2006 15:55
Goodbye to those who cared about me.....This is it...... I thank the ones who actually gave a flip about me..........and for those who didn't and faked every thing they said. Have a good time in life and i will see you in hell someday!!!!!........I bid everyone a great life and live it to the fullest. One thing before i go. To the selfish people who call themselves my friends. Fuck you!!!! (This may not be YOU) so dont get fucking pissed off. and to the people who think they are EVERYTHING and the world revolves around them ( LIKE OH MY GOD) .....FUCK YOU (again this may not be YOU) so again dont get fucking pissed off. but the most important thing is that I HOPE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YA'LL FUCKING REMEMBER ME. (as a nice guy) AND A GUY WHO PEOPLE FUCKED WITH AND HIS INSANITY LEVEL COULD NOT EXTEND ANY FURTHER!!!!!!!! So to all the people who cared and loved me.....Thank you!.......and to those who didn't.....Have a nice life and someday i hope you share the pain i do. Because i will be watching.....LOL.......WATCHING!!!! I bet ya'll think im pretty FUCKED Up dont ya'll. Yes i am!!!!! well FUCK YOU, you fucking IDOTS!!! Just think You!! YOU!!!! YOU COULD OF SAVED ME!!!! then again i dont think half of ya'll gave a shit about it. but who knows.....so i guess i'll see you around. and if you see me in the hall at school or somewhere out of school dont ask me about this because when it happens it happens. so have fun thinking about this......
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Ya maybe im not this Fucked up but maybe it got some of ya'lls attentions and maybe realize how fucking crazy some of ya'll are making me. To my Baby I LOVE YOU! and NO ITS NOT JAMIE!!!!! omg is Jamie driving you crazy. ITS JAMIES ISN'T IT. HUH HUH HUH HUH. NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! SHE HAS BEEN SHORT OF AMAZING.BUT AMAZING. by the way i was fucking with ya'll up there if you dint notice. Not that anyone reads this but i wanted to blow of some steam because i am stressed out right now. No one Knows about whats going on except Me, Jamie, and my parents. Lets just say i might be REALLY sick. and no im not a hypochondriac. I went and saw a doctor and everything. so just a word to the wise. Dont act any diffrent then ya'll already do because i wouldn't want anything to change from the way it is with all the drama and huffing and puffing and boohooing and crying and whining and bitching and complaining and attiduty and judgemental and off the gun guessing and drama FILLED FUCKERS!!!!! *whew* but for real even though i wrote all this i still love everyone even the ones who ignore me and only talk to me when they want to, but seriously i still love everyone that i hang out with and other that pertain to this umm whatever you want to call it. so i just wanted to let ya'll think a little bit of where this is going and mind you this ISN't just the people that at school its also other friends out of school so i guess that is it.
Steven