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[ignored_dreams]

ya ya ya.... i know i havn't updated in a while......so i thought i would do it. Life has been great. Ive got my girl, my car(Mustang GT), good grades(well ok), good job, good friends, and gsu season started! but it just feels like somthings missing. It seems theres somthing missing between me and jamie. i cant put my finger on it exactly, i know

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It seems theres somthing missing between me and jamie. i cant put my finger on it exactly, i know its nothing bad. But still. I think i upset her last night by saying somthing. And she took it too much of what i wanted to express. But i guess she's ok now.. I love her so much.. i dont know what i would do without her. Oh and by the way for the people who dont know already..... I GOT A NEW CAR.... my parents suprised me friday night when they got home with a brand new mustang GT.. its yellow and its looks so cool. I dint tell jamie until i picked her up in it for the game... you should of seen her face. she was smiling so much. i know she was soo happy for me. I love it when she just smiles uncontrolably. God i do! Im in love so much with Jamie its unbelievable. Its seems lately everytime she's looked at me and smiled. I could feel my heart go warm with excitment and tingling. Its incredible even tho weve been going out for a while its still as great as the first day. Sometimes its hard to believe ive finally met the person that makes me feel this way. I just still cant get over that.

What's missing? I think we're afraid to be completely honest with each other. Like you didn't want to tell me you were going to Statesboro. You upset me by saying something, I don't remember what, but you see how much you cared? That made it all better. I still don't know what I'd do without you. I hope you feel the same. That new Mustang! God, I remember when you drove up in my yard! I was so excited! I know seeing me smile makes you happy, I should do that more. Is it still unbelievable? Even threw all the bad things? You still can make my heart go warm and tingle. It's still as great as the first day for me, even through our changes. I love you that much. I hope it's the same for you. I love you, Steven.