"I read with every broken heart, we should become more adventurous..."
Ugh.
I apologize. I always do this.
Something happens that I think will make me write more, and then something else happens, and I end up never posting anything in here.
I honestly thought that the one small silver lining of the dissolution of my six-and-a-half year relationship would be more writing,
because during my last big breakup (over seven years ago... geeeez, how time flies), I wrote constantly.
I guess the difference here is that I was completely miserable for a month or so, and then shit started getting better.
Really better.
And now I'm at a place in my life where all I can see is up.
So I guess I'm saying... sorry for being happy.
:)
I did write this on New Year's Day, though. It really just captures the feeling I have of being unlimited and full of possibilities, without speaking to any relationships/etc.
How I relish these days
of being obligated to
neither
My alarm clock
nor
My lover
And I will bring in this
new year
As a new me
Unencumbered
Unapologetic
And free.
(so, I guess I take back my apology. or whatever. LOL)