jigga what? gimp limp
gimped out yet again....
so friday i had the day off, spent majority of it with my dog over at my mom's. went home around 2 and decided it was nice out so i would just go skating. thought i'd skate down to the library. so i chenged into comfy clothes- shorts and a tank, put on my soft brace AND my big brace which both fit perfectly snug- i actually commented to myself how well they fit (means i lost weight :-P ) anywho....
went skating. made it about a mile and half, almost to the end of the large cemetary. started to go downhill, so i started to carve left and right to slow down a bit. got too slow, so i went to push off and thats when hell broke lose. my brace snapped, i went flying. i heard abour 20 cracks. before i even stood up, i grabbed my phone and called my dad, simply told him to get me. i hung up then yelled the biggest fuck ever.
yes my friends, i have done it again. i hyperextended my left knee yet again. went to the docs and got a mri last night. i have to wait till tommorow to find out the damage.
i don't think i've ever been in this much pain in my life. this time it hurts so much more than the first time. and because i'm heavier than i was then, my arms are fucking killing me from using crutches. they hurt just as much as my fuckin leg does. and because my house doesn't have ac, i am fucking dying. not to mention, the swellingi n my knee is so bad that it gives me a fever, which doesn't help whatsoever....sleep? what is that?
sigh. there's more stuff thats happeneing but its too embarrassing to tell it here.
hopefuly chris can come down tommorow. he is trying to. i don't think i will be able to surivive. i have my brothers all weekend helping me out but durig the week, no one is home. last time i had the most amazing boy ever (derek james barton) help me, which was so much less painful. but now i'm on my own and i think i want to slit my throat it hurts so much.
sigh.
oh yea...today is me and chris's 11 month. i love that boy. mwah!
oh so yea, i called in to work (obviously) and my boss had no compassion what so ever. its not like i was looking for sympathy but the guy didn't even ask the typical "how are you? are you alright?" fucking asshole. he even tried to talk me into sitting on a chair and working. are you fucking serious?? gross. im angry.
i'm hot and sweaty. i am in pain.
and i'm fuckin tired as hell.
help.
so friday i had the day off, spent majority of it with my dog over at my mom's. went home around 2 and decided it was nice out so i would just go skating. thought i'd skate down to the library. so i chenged into comfy clothes- shorts and a tank, put on my soft brace AND my big brace which both fit perfectly snug- i actually commented to myself how well they fit (means i lost weight :-P ) anywho....
went skating. made it about a mile and half, almost to the end of the large cemetary. started to go downhill, so i started to carve left and right to slow down a bit. got too slow, so i went to push off and thats when hell broke lose. my brace snapped, i went flying. i heard abour 20 cracks. before i even stood up, i grabbed my phone and called my dad, simply told him to get me. i hung up then yelled the biggest fuck ever.
yes my friends, i have done it again. i hyperextended my left knee yet again. went to the docs and got a mri last night. i have to wait till tommorow to find out the damage.
i don't think i've ever been in this much pain in my life. this time it hurts so much more than the first time. and because i'm heavier than i was then, my arms are fucking killing me from using crutches. they hurt just as much as my fuckin leg does. and because my house doesn't have ac, i am fucking dying. not to mention, the swellingi n my knee is so bad that it gives me a fever, which doesn't help whatsoever....sleep? what is that?
sigh. there's more stuff thats happeneing but its too embarrassing to tell it here.
hopefuly chris can come down tommorow. he is trying to. i don't think i will be able to surivive. i have my brothers all weekend helping me out but durig the week, no one is home. last time i had the most amazing boy ever (derek james barton) help me, which was so much less painful. but now i'm on my own and i think i want to slit my throat it hurts so much.
sigh.
oh yea...today is me and chris's 11 month. i love that boy. mwah!
oh so yea, i called in to work (obviously) and my boss had no compassion what so ever. its not like i was looking for sympathy but the guy didn't even ask the typical "how are you? are you alright?" fucking asshole. he even tried to talk me into sitting on a chair and working. are you fucking serious?? gross. im angry.
i'm hot and sweaty. i am in pain.
and i'm fuckin tired as hell.
help.