Aug 30, 2005 03:35
Oh yea. Highschool. Not so sure how this is going to work out. But I decided that I am really going. Not the whole go get my GED shit. Actually going back to highschool. People think I am trying to get everyone to respect me. FUCK THAT. I want to respect me. I wanna wake up, hungover and pissed off that I didnt do my history homework. I want to take this the right way. People keep telling me I am smart. But it takes a real type of stupid to cop out on myself so I am doing this for real.
Heather is still right here with me. I am doing this, and she is going to be right here. Not to say I am having my hand held or anything but hell sometimes its ok to be able to throw my hands in the air and say "FUCK THIS I AM DONE." And have someone there to slap the shit out of me for even thinking it. Its all about having the friends to kick my ass if need be. Yay me
Ok next issue. I am back home...Like with my parents. LAME but thats ok. Heather and I both have a room now and thats whats important. We have a place to be without the restrictions of being held in. Not in...Back...Held back. I have highschool. Hopefully a really cool job soon and a happy little family. We went out tonight just me and my family. Mom Dad The Girls Heather and I. We are a pretty cool unit. I am very excieted about all this. And of course I am a cheeseball.
Now a giant thank you to Sacey. You gave me a place to be while I figured my life out. I needed a place to stay and someone who wasnt going to look at me and tell me that it was ok to take the easy way out. Your a really great friend. And I love you a ton. Thanks so much