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I need to personally update myself on the, I think, last 5 days?!
Moday- Went to coffee with the Professor. He called me a beautiful, smart girl. He asked me what I was doing in such a crappy college, in such a crappy city. I wanted to tell him that this is the best I can do but instead I just shrugged and smiled. Smart and shy are what Ivy leauge girls are like, right?
Tuesday- Went over to Cameran's boyfriennd's house. I crown him Peter the Perv. Blech. He saw the thing on my arm, because for once I decided it was safe to not wear long sleeves, and asked me all about Jeff's drug selling service. Hoping to get tips, I'm sure. I told to go fuck himself. Then I begged Cameran to go home but she wanted to stick around and asked me to because she doesn't want me walking home by myself. Great, all the drug dealers south of B. Park arrive. I knew some of them, I knew Lost. Yep, Lost is his name. He has a green hair. He's only about 15, and he's orginally from upstate Oregan, His parents are yuppies. He didn't want to live by their rules, He is into anarachy. I used to sell drugs in his area. He sells pot and acid, I just sold coke.
Wednesday- Went To Jules' Grave. I didn't even go to the funeral. I hate the polic dept. here. A 17 year old girl gets strangled, and they don't think about invesagating it? Assholes. Anthony probably did it anyway. It was soo sad. It read. " Julianna Marie Sander, Devoted little sister to Mark and Michelle, Perfect Daughter to Steve and Tamara, May her life be remembered always". Ha.
Thursday- Went on my date with skater boy hair, Nick. We went to Peir 39. It was actually a lot of fun. I didn't fuck him yet. Just a goodnight kiss. -_-
Friday- OH MY FUCKEN GOD. I HATE CAM & PETER. It was like 9:30 at night and I was being lazy at the computer, talking to Bob. They were fucking. We live in an apt., that is just 1 room. We put curtians up, but like that's gonna block out the sound. They come out, after like 2 hours of humping, and ask me if I want any pot, I said no. They both go into the shower. They come out. They sit down at the table I'm sitting out AND THEY START SNORTING LINES OF COCAINE. RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE RECOVERING ADDICT THAT IS ME!!! I had a panic attack.