Oh, to be adored, to be adored. To have my own little travesty all devoted to me.

Nov 19, 2008 11:53

I am addicted to many things, generally rooted in one specific thing.

this addiction has been with me for as long as I can remember.

in my half-asleep haze, I wonder; can I break this? I've already fought to minimize it and manage it with my daily life, to grow denser to the weaknesses it brings and to accept that it is a part of me. I have accomplished a lot in this fight and attempted even more, I now wonder if I could break it completely or if it will be the end of me.

I guess we shall see.
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