Jul 13, 2008 08:22
I have spent much time among the mortals now, and I have been compiling a list of common human emotions and mental hangups that I have the capacity for still, and those that are definitely broken. Here are the ones I can remember so far:
Capacity for love: yes
Capacity for fondness: yes
Capacity for empathy: yes
Capacity for respect: unprecedented amounts, yes
Capacity for guilt: broken; using [[fondness]] to reinforce
Capacity for trust: broken(?), subject does not seem to mind...
Capacity for loyalty: broken; using [[fondness]] and/or [[love]] to reinforce
Capacity for deception: haywire
Capacity for secrecy: empty(never existed?)
Capacity for envy: empty(never existed?)
Capacity for murderous rage: empty(never existed?)
Capacity for disdain: diminished
Capacity for tenacity: growing
Capacity for self-worth: ??? broken? empty? analysis not complete; attempting to reinforce with [[fondness]], [[love]], both failed. Attempting to reinforce with [[tenacity]]... signs of success appearing.
Capacity for tact: battery dead, please replace or recharge.
Capacity for hope: nearly at full power and constantly being upgraded.
Capacity for easygoingness: ??? broken? empty? analysis not complete. attempting to fabricate through means of [[respect]], [[fondness]], [[deception]], [[tenacity]], [[hope]]... faltering
Capacity for happiness: ... click click click click. error. term [[happiness]] not found. suggested related terms [[contentment]], [[excitement]], [[hyperactivity]], all at full power.
Capacity for sadness: 75% power. Attempting to diminish with [[tenacity]], [[fondness]], [[hope]]. status: slow going, chum...
Capacity for fear: haywire -- assumed to be broken until [[fondness]] or [[love]] is threatened.
Capacity for regret: stronger than ever. use unknown, as object1 [[guilt]] object2 [[loyalty]] = broken.
Capacity for objectivity: [[hope]], [[respect]], [[tenacity]], [[empathy]] suggest strong power and growing, also shown in the ever-diminishing [[trust]], [[disdain]], [[envy]]. Continued lack of [[self-worth]], however, suggests that full power [[objectivity]] has not yet been reached.
Capacity for responsibility: haywire. [[self-worth]], [[guilt]],
[[regret]], [[objectivity]] may be interfering with analysis...
Capacity for foresight: empty. attempting to fabricate using [[objectivity]], [[tenacity]], [[hope]], [[regret]]... may never exist in fully functional capacity.
Capacity for concentration: haywire. able to fabricate through enough [[tenacity]], any surge in [[self-worth]], [[regret]], [[love]], [fear]], [[sadness]] greatly diminishes potential output.