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so life, love, and lunatics.
and carpal tunnel.
hey, slow okcupid day, only two messages this time.
a guy from starbucks who's... oddly friendly... but mentally I always go "he's... FAR too handsome to be into me..." walked by my department today and waved emphatically when he saw me, he was with some friends. and I waved back. and he said something like "the starbucks guy" and so I said "yes, you are! hello!" and he walked away, and I felt like a geek, and like he was probably gay.
Could he see the rainbow in me as well?
I'm so used to moving before I have to worry about things like unpleasant romantic situations or making lots of friends, it's weird the concepts many people naturally have that are completely foreign to me. I don't know how to operate in a group, I get confused if I have more than three friends, and my idea of dealing with issues is waiting until I leave the person behind and they become non-issues.
DAMMIT, DISRUPTIVE AND INCONSISTENT CHILDHOOD.
and carpal tunnel.
hey, slow okcupid day, only two messages this time.
a guy from starbucks who's... oddly friendly... but mentally I always go "he's... FAR too handsome to be into me..." walked by my department today and waved emphatically when he saw me, he was with some friends. and I waved back. and he said something like "the starbucks guy" and so I said "yes, you are! hello!" and he walked away, and I felt like a geek, and like he was probably gay.
Could he see the rainbow in me as well?
I'm so used to moving before I have to worry about things like unpleasant romantic situations or making lots of friends, it's weird the concepts many people naturally have that are completely foreign to me. I don't know how to operate in a group, I get confused if I have more than three friends, and my idea of dealing with issues is waiting until I leave the person behind and they become non-issues.
DAMMIT, DISRUPTIVE AND INCONSISTENT CHILDHOOD.