A proper barm, sourdough starter, should not grow in any less than a week. It should take two weeks of what can only be qualified as obsessive monitoring throughout the course of wild, open-air fermentation- your body drawn repeatly to curve adoringly over that vessel encasing visible, quanitifiable growth of potential-for-life-and-creation, ( Read more... )

I have obligations. Responsibilities, promises made in the slow silence of routine that must be wrung out to dry alongside such trivialities as classes, relationships, and so on, that are truly far from trivial. But I'd like them to be that. The intangibility of having a goal in the manner in which I've had one no longer provides a sufficient ( Read more... )

Here are a few grains, which is not to say that there is excessively more ( Read more... )

This is typed to you through shivers and knitted brows, with reservations, with apologies, with regrets and admittedly, some sorrow ( Read more... )

Everything I've written in here recently has just been a cop out. I haven't been honest, I haven't been open, and so inevitably I find myself re-reading entries, puzzling over how they so drastically fail to convey what I'd like them to, how they so blatantly misrepresent me. Even in front of those I respect and care about the most, I haven't been ( Read more... )

Boston makes me uncomfortable for too many identifiable reasons. I'm not thinking and I'm not planning for these two and a half weeks, instead graciously allowing myself to be an escapist for just those few blinks and footfalls before an inevitable return to practicing that well-worn art of grandiose, future oriented cartography. Difference is that ( Read more... )

After June 24th, my address will be:

1777 Euclid Avenue.
Berkeley, California.
94709.

I'm not sure for how long, but there it is.
Boston(providence and new york) from this saturday - June 23rd.

Have I ever managed to escape the binary/duality? Do my sexual relationships undermine my feminism or support it ( Read more... )

1. the importance, the pertinence, of self-reliance.
2. saudade.
3. conclusions.
4. cough drops.
5. herbs and the earth.
6. mobius band- it starts off with a bang.7. aspiring ( Read more... )

monday night i am putting on my drunk face or well its already on because tomorrow i will wake up and be a brand new age and now i am supposed to be responsable for myself, finally, but i have been responsible and now it is above and beyond i was waiting to be this to be the person that i wanted to be but that does not happen like this oh no so now ( Read more... )