Might as well just get to the point, eh?

[ignitesthenight]

Yesterday I had a complete mental breakdown. In all actuality, I've been on the verge of one since September. Hard to believe I can survive through two whole months before I actually let myself believe that was what I was thinking

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Sorry if this makes no sense...

[dominating_101]

I wish I had something to say, but alas, I don't know anything helpful. Except, I totally understand the gist of what you're saying, even if my thoughts on my own life are slightly different. It's weird to think that I've only known you for less than a year...and for most of that time I've been in a different state. You're an awesome person. You're right that I don't know a lot about you other than the superficial, but that doesn't mean I don't care. I'm just horribly bad at talking to people about important things. You know, I can't think of anyone who really understands me; the whole me, not just the little bits that I let people see. (Little known fact: Bethany bursts into tears when forced to say something personal about herself. She doesn't understand or like this fact, so she tends to stick to superficial topics of conversation.) So, I know what you mean about retreating into yourself.

Anywho, I've rambled enough with no real purpose. So, I'll just say this: there's always hope. Don't ask me how I know, but I know. It's a solid fact. So never lose hope. Or I will smite thee.

By the way, I have something I've been meaning to send you, but I couldn't remember your campus box and never asked. It's nothing big, but it screamed "Becky." And that frightened me a bit, since it's an inanimate object with no discernable vocal chords.

Re: Sorry if this makes no sense...

[ignitesthenight]

Nah, it makes sense. Really, it does. Don't worry too much about it, really. I don't feel like everyone should be able to know these things but...no one does. So..meh. Just as hard as it is for you to explain...same here.

My campus box is 0850. Or, seeing as I won't be here for a month starting Saturday, I can e-mail you my home address. but I haven't an e-mail for you.

I will now go back to my final. That should have been done hours ago.

Re: Sorry if this makes no sense...

[dominating_101]

botany_2001@yahoo.com