I haven't cried since I was eight

Sep 13, 2008 15:41

I think for the first time in a long time it's going to happen.
Let's review:
●I don't have a job
●Nobody is hiring
●I don't have a diploma
●My lease is up in 18 days
●I have to be out when my lease is up
●My bank account is negative $100
●My girlfriend is pregnant
●We can't afford food/transportation etc
●We don't have a place to go

fuck.

Update:
Melanie came to pick up Joelene the other day so she could go turn in some forms she filled out for food stamps/housing etc. Joelene didn't want to apply for cash assistance since it would just come out of my check and they would send her a check a week later. Melanie took the form from Joelene and checked off cash assistance anyway.
The woman at the application desk told Melanie that since we would be living with her the entire household would be on assistance, not just us. (Something she should have known).
Well, Mel flew off the handle in the car and started ranting about the fact that she's avoided being on assistance her whole life and she's not about to be on assistance now. Then she managed to mesh together that and the topic of me living there, completely unrelated subjects, and said that because of the assistance thing Joelene is allowed to move in but I have to find a place of my own.
At first the thing was that I couldn't move in there until I found a job and, surprise surprise that's what I'm doing all day every day anyway. Then Melanie had the nerve to come over here and tell me that I need to grow up and be a man. Whatever, she's just stressed. But then Joelene comes home CRYING because her mom is such a bitch.

double fuck.
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