Sigh..

Mar 31, 2004 13:41

Im bored.. but above all i feel alone, lost in a sea of people im floating just above. i feel im ready for a lot of new things, but no one will listen, no one really cares, gummy i miss you, this is what i wanted to do.. this is what i sent marcela.
I told her that what i did was wrong of course, that when i got out of the hospital that the first thing i should have done is just.. talk to you online.. maybe a bit on the phone but no.. i went and messed that up by going to see you and ruining your day. i want to fix that.. you said you wanted to start all over and take things sllllooowww... and im ready for that, i want to talk to marcela and see her view on things. see what she thinks you know? i feel we can make this happen if we started from the begining. like as if we just met in middleschool.. remember? my family is no longer caring about whether i am with you or not, they know i was with you on saturday they didnt have any problem with it. everything is cool, and i just wanna begin this all over. i want everyone to be on good terms with each other, especially you and me.

<3.
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