*emoness*

[igneus_vixi_ile]

damn... ok.. listen... ive been feeling down in the dumps lately... why? because.. i am missing something... im so like emo right now.. and probably no one will truly care.. but.. i need like.. to be happy again... yeah i may say im fine and all.. but i see all these people.. in like relationships and shit.. i want that... i was so happy before..

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[this_art_star]

Hey, I know we just met and all but when it comes to something like that in your journal, it kind of makes me sad too because I know what you mean and stuff... well, this may seem stupid, something I wrote a long time ago in my journal around the beginning when I met Alex (my love) and so here goes:
I just became a non-believer of love one day and decided I wouldn't go after it anymore, nor would I want to accept it for if it came knocking in my heart. All I now believe in is Time.. time is precious and demanding. It will demand patience, it demands understanding, it demands honesty.. yet, it brings beauty, excitement, fullfillment (forgive the spelling) and you don't know what you have done in order to receive such gifts. All I know is this:

"Time has finally rewarded my patience"
-Me

and believe me, to those who search so much and see no results.. time is calling on to you and begging for you to be patient.. though it may take a while or it may be the next minute, one will never know what will happen and therefore should rely on letting time bring you what you want at the right moment at the right place...
:D

LOL, I know it may not explain alot and stuff but trust me hun, when you go looking for something and chase and worry and stress and such... you find no results. Try being a bit patient and try taking your mind out of it and when you least expect it... you'll find her and then you'll know that love exists and it is beautiful... and she will honestly love you back...

-Choolie (aka Juliee)-
Sorry so long... <3
:D :)