fucked up yo!

[igneus_vixi_ile]

heh. no sleep people! yeah im running on absolutely no sleep from 5am friday till well.. now... but i had school and 10 hours of work no break! w00t. lol.. yesturday i was in such a pissed off mood. i dont know why.. jesus was saying i was acting different. w.e. people kept pissing me off.. and the fact that when i had a few minutes on the phone NO ONE was home. ahhh those people with lives. how great. see i lost my life. anyways to that guy who made me redo his fucking order 3 times. hope u enjoyed my spit biotch! lol.. im kidding.......i would never do that..... ;P anyways ericka seemed like u had a good time yesturday. i didnt know he was gonna be over sorry for callin. (which i did.. several times lol) i called u at 1 10 or something.. wonder why u didnt pick up? *shrug* w.e ur not obliged to do anything anymore. well today ima go to work.. but hector being the kickass guy that he is is letting me out early =D that means DDR kuh! yeah ima go blow off my paycheck on ddr. lol.. not all of it of course. =D wow... its so funny.. a couple days ago.. i was a whore. lol.. no theres no one there anymore. *oooh that rhymed* heh i doubt anyone will read this. cuz w.e im not important enough. luckily i have things to keep me from becoming that old omar that used to hurt himself. i know if i didnt have job/ddr/sleep deprivation, i would have a lot more wounds (the only ones i have were when i would get scratched by the damn drive thru window... asshole!) heh shit is eating me up inside... i think i need a higher dosage of "little blue" i find myself crying a lot more these days.IN FACT! i just finished a round not too long ago. anyways to all those people i USED to talk to, love you all. to ericka. love you more.

...as if i am immortal... <---new AIM name btw.