May 13, 2004 20:55
hmmm i never thought ide feel this way.... where i dont care whether i talk to ericka or not. doesnt bother me anymore.. i mean shit she restricts our time on the phone now to 10 minutes at a time when she talks to her significant other like 6 hours a day.. you know what ericka? i dont give a shit no more. dont wanna talk to me? fine. dont bother. all its doing is making me forget about u. making me not love you. why the fuck should i love someone who restricts me to timed conversations? lol its so funny.. cuz right fucking now.. i was on the phone with you.. and u said i gotta hang up in 15 minutes to call andrew.. and the call lasted what... 7 minutes? and ur not even gonna bother calling me back. lol. ur great work you know that??? lol dont bother calling me unless you are really interested in talking to me.
on a lighter note.. how are all of my happy friends with happy lives. i got my first paycheck w00t tommorow ima go out.. hopefully get tripped out. my friend might get me shrooms so ima get fucked up! hahaha so much fun! hopefully they get em by tommorow so i can go to sunset and play ddr while fekked up. i hope i see martha there shes gonna be with her boyfriend i want to play ddr... and just forget about everything... i think im through messing with girls. (yeah right lol) but w.e i gotta get my mind off this girl.. any chick wanna help? ;P hehehehe w.e yo im not gonna be here next year most likely. maybe her ass will appreciate me more. because obviously she doesnt right now. *grawr* im sooo fucking pissed!