Jul 14, 2006 22:06
Went to the beach today with kyle, haley, and jordan! (HEY JORDAN!! =D) it was a BLAST!! Although I am about 8 shades darker, my face is red as a lobster!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG okay....first story first....
went to olive garden, DELICIOUS SOUPS, DE-LI-CIOUS!!!!!! I was full after breadsticks and my first bowl of soup. The lasagna was good....but not as good as Bertucci's. Then i went to a friend's house. Then i got dropped off and came home.
Second story....
So i come home and my father like...........ATTACKS ME..........not physically of course, but he's all like....."You lied to me" "What's wrong with you" "I know you went out with a boy" "You're too young to be looking for a boyfriend" and stuff like that. I really really really really really really really really really really really hate hate hate hate hate hate hate when BOTH my parents are like that!! They dont trust me. I know they're doing it for my benefit and they're looking out for me and they don't want me to lose my focus on my school work and things like that, but honestly, I wish they would trust me a bit more and i wish they thought of me as smarter than all those other girls that go and have sex at age 13 and when they lecture me on and on and on and on about how bad things will happen to me when boys are around or they'll disown me or whatever if they ever found out i was lying to them and i was with a guy.....it's hurts when they talk to me like that. It also sucks to be the youngest and I get compared to my sister and my brothers. "You're turning out to be just like your sister" "You and your brothers and sister are all the same"
I'm 17 years old....i'm not going to feel bad about going out and hanging out with my friends. I'm sorry if my parents believe i'm out with boys and am doing unmentionable things, but it's really not my fault if they don't believe me when i tell them the truth. I tell them exactly what i'm doing everytime i go out and when i come home. I just want to be trusted.