crossroads

[iggytheroach]

god help me. i mean really im sitting here in art class good idea locked in my head and i cant find a suitable base image, im gonna have to go gather one of my own and i really dont fucking want to, then you make that whole thing a little worse cause it seems that at least one other classmate seems to be jumping on the same fucking idea... granted i havent said it out loud so theres no simple way he could know but really this is the last fucking person i wanted jumping on my idea, i swear im super touchy lately, emotionally speaking at the very least... and the whole thing with me being several courses past my classmates (i havent had to touch the book since the begining of the semester in at least 2 of the courses, which makes me wonder why i even bought the fucking thing, really at this point im sleeping in courses, showing up horrendously late, really just halfassing it completely, and still getting an a. so much for a challenge.

god help me school is making me miserable, at least its exam week next week. ive been done with this stuff for way too long, emotionally just done.
do not pass go, do not collect 200 dollars.
done.

you know that point you reach as a kid where you just flip the gameboard up and there goes the game of risk cause you really dont wanna deal with it anymore?

im there.
but theres no gameboard to flip, just a few middle fingers and some classmates id like to see their faces in a grinder.

i always forget this is one of many reasons i got out of school all those years ago.