Jul 26, 2004 09:08
Anyways i hate people. HOnestly i dont know why i care so much about what people think of me. I dont know why i cant stand people not likeing me, and i dont know why i want to impress anyone. They suck
On a different note. My roomate thought that i took his cig. from the desk and i dont even know what he is talking about, like hoestly i didnt even see him with one. but i guess he had one somewhere. And it wasnt there. he comes to me in breakfast and asked me if i took it, and now i feel bad because i have to go back to the room and be like im not disturbed by this. like really i dont like tension and im not the kind of person to take anything from anyone. I really didnt see it. but anyways.
I asked him
I asked tyrone to come and see me on saturday to go to common outlet. but he doesnt know how he would get here or back and he wants others to come with us. i dont mind like i would like other people to go but im not going to pay for everyone. like we get paid and shit. so i think they can pay their own way. It is going to be awkward thought and it would be good to have people come with us. but on the other hand it would be good for us to be alone. like i dont know seeing him and stuff would be really nice but i dont know when i will be able to see him just because things are just going to be going so fast around he i am going to be leaving soon and like i want to see him before i leave because i know that when i depart from job corps and go back home i will not see him again. thats just fact i cant stop it and i cant deny it. (anymore) IT would help things a lot i think.
I want a DOG
Like i already know that when i get my appartment i am getting a puppy. like i want some thing to take care of. This is how i want my appartment to be like, i want a spacious living room and a decent size bedroom, big enough to fit my moms bedroom set. which is big. and a cute bathroom, and like a nice size kitchen i want to have a cute apartment. like it is going to decorated nice and shit. just nice. I dont know what i am going to do for a car. i think in like a year that i have worked enough i will like have my mom help me with that. Like at FORD they have these cheap deals on SUV's because thats what i want. i can like pay 250 a month for one. for like 13 months or something with no APR for one full year of some shit. i mean it really doesnt matter what kind of car that i get, but as long as i can put a good system into it. thats fine. Oh shit. i still have to get my license back, i had lost it in a cig. pack and i that was like 5 months ago, thats k my mom will take me to get it.
Party
I know already that when i turn 21 i will be miserable drunk like i want to get waisted so back right now and i cant. I know that when i have my apartment i will have my brother get me some. and my friend kerri. She is mad kool and she and i are like good friends but only when i am in town.
well the anoyance is here and i have to go now. he wants the computer. so bye.
josh