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I had a huge trip, it refreshed me.
living in different states and slipping into completely different friend circles sort of had a strange effect on me. I woke up several times over the month and had forgotten where I was, where home was, who I was, and who my friends were. I seriously woke up blank and had to dig around in my brain for the information. needless to say, when you're trying to describe yourself to someone, even yourself, you leave out the bad parts. you build the best you that you could imagine. that's what I did, several times. I think it took. I lost myself.
It feels like I'm in love with the world again, in love with life.
living in different states and slipping into completely different friend circles sort of had a strange effect on me. I woke up several times over the month and had forgotten where I was, where home was, who I was, and who my friends were. I seriously woke up blank and had to dig around in my brain for the information. needless to say, when you're trying to describe yourself to someone, even yourself, you leave out the bad parts. you build the best you that you could imagine. that's what I did, several times. I think it took. I lost myself.
It feels like I'm in love with the world again, in love with life.