dont read this unless you wanna here pathetic emo drivel
I was reading something today, and i realized how much i really wanted to fall in love with someone. it just hit me how lonely i was. all of a sudden it was like, "boom". Maybe its ot even so much that i want to fall in love. Its more that i want to be able to tell the person that i really do love how much i do. and that i really want to be together as more then just friends. I wish things werent so complicated. if life were just easy and you could tell people what was actually on your mind, as opposed to the real world were we have to put on these smiles and pretend that we arent holding ourselves back from grabbing you around the waist and kissing you until... forever. jeez. I really cant speak for anyone else, maybe not everyone is as afraid as i am. anyway, all im saying is that lately i've been feeling wierd because there are things i feel i need to say. too bad i can't...