handle me with care

Jan 29, 2006 23:21

My Friday:

1. My grandmother died
2. I lost my student ID & dorm key
3. I did terribly on a Spanish presentation
4. My advisor told me that my life "lack[ed] direction"
5. My mother told me that she'd rather I die than have to pay my hospital bills if I were in a car accident
6. Ross was a douche (no surprise, just a bad day for it)
7. I burst into tears in front of poor Rachel

I don't know what to do. It's like this whole grandmother thing was a catalyst for misery. I spend three hours last night just driving around my hometown in loops, crying and not crying. I feel like I don't know where my life is going and that I'm just waiting, waiting, waiting and I don't know what I'm waiting for and I don't think it will ever come.

i am waiting till i don't know when but i'm sure it's gonna happen then

Thank you for the comments on the last entry.

hope it's right when you die, old and bony
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