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i realize that a lot of shit goes on in my life that i don't ever talk about... or write in my lj. i never write in my lj anymore.
today i went on my lap top for the first time in a while. i'm on it now actually, i just got it to go online again.
i was looking at cornell pics and videos.
videos of eddie, aaron, caroline, miki, me... that's really it. it makes me so sad.
i really miss eddie actually. i miss everyone, of course, but eddie... i dunno. we were just so close, "soul mates" in his sense of the word. having nothing to do with being in love, of course
i want to e mail him to see if he applied to cornell ED
i really love johns hopkins. i thought i would hate it, cause it's so cut throat and shit, but i really love it. and you know what's even scarier than me liking JHU? i think i wanna be pre med! me, JENN! i want to be a fucking doctor. doctor barber. i'd be a psyciatrist, naturally. sadly, i don't even know if i spelled it right. rrr i should look into that.
today i went on my lap top for the first time in a while. i'm on it now actually, i just got it to go online again.
i was looking at cornell pics and videos.
videos of eddie, aaron, caroline, miki, me... that's really it. it makes me so sad.
i really miss eddie actually. i miss everyone, of course, but eddie... i dunno. we were just so close, "soul mates" in his sense of the word. having nothing to do with being in love, of course
i want to e mail him to see if he applied to cornell ED
i really love johns hopkins. i thought i would hate it, cause it's so cut throat and shit, but i really love it. and you know what's even scarier than me liking JHU? i think i wanna be pre med! me, JENN! i want to be a fucking doctor. doctor barber. i'd be a psyciatrist, naturally. sadly, i don't even know if i spelled it right. rrr i should look into that.