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so i edited/deleted a couple entries. i talked to allen, like seriously talked to him for the first time in a long time last night. i love him unconditionally. i'm always going to. but like i said, we talked and got some things sorted out. i want nothing but the best for him and whoever he choses to be with. he's a good guy and he deserves the world. i don't want to be with him, and i haven't for a while now. He's in love with Leadingham and i'm cool with that. i have nothing against her as long as she remains good to him.
but regardless of anything leadingham or cody try, i will not ruin my friendship with him. he's been there for me since 8th grade and he knows me better than anyone. i want his friendship and nothing more.
i am completely in love with cody and allen with lyndsey (think i spelled that wrong). i honestly want nothing but the best for them.
Lyndsey- be good to him. i'm done giving you crap. i don't want him, just please don't try to keep us from being friends.i hope the best for the both of you. and i sincerly mean that. Good luck and i'm sorry for all the shit i've done to bother you this year.
Allen- hunny, i'm glad we talked last night. its good to have everything worked out. i'll always be here for you as friend. I love you always. thanks for understanding and supporting me even when it hurt you.
Cody- baby, i love you. with all my heart. forever. i will never do anything to hurt you. i know you think i will but i will spend the rest of my life proving you wrong. there is nothing in this world i love more than i love you. i want to be with you forever. I love you.
but regardless of anything leadingham or cody try, i will not ruin my friendship with him. he's been there for me since 8th grade and he knows me better than anyone. i want his friendship and nothing more.
i am completely in love with cody and allen with lyndsey (think i spelled that wrong). i honestly want nothing but the best for them.
Lyndsey- be good to him. i'm done giving you crap. i don't want him, just please don't try to keep us from being friends.i hope the best for the both of you. and i sincerly mean that. Good luck and i'm sorry for all the shit i've done to bother you this year.
Allen- hunny, i'm glad we talked last night. its good to have everything worked out. i'll always be here for you as friend. I love you always. thanks for understanding and supporting me even when it hurt you.
Cody- baby, i love you. with all my heart. forever. i will never do anything to hurt you. i know you think i will but i will spend the rest of my life proving you wrong. there is nothing in this world i love more than i love you. i want to be with you forever. I love you.