the price
drinking 15 dollar champagne---
Cordon Rouge---with the hookers.
one is named Georgia and she
doesn't like pantyhose:
I keep helping her pull up
her long dark stockings.
the other is Pam---prettier
but not much soul, and
we smoke and talk and I
play with their legs and
stick my bare foot into
Georgia's open purse.
it's filled with
bottles of pills. I
take some of the pills.
"listen," I say, "one of
you has soul, the other
looks. can't I combine
the 2 of you? take the soul
and stick it into the looks?"
"you want me," says Pam, "it
will cost you a hundred."
we drink some more and Georgia
falls to the floor and can't
get up.
I tell Pam that I like her
earrings very much, her
hair is long and a natural
red.
"I was only kidding about the
hundred," she says.
"oh," I say, "what will it cost
me?"
she lights her cigarette with
my lighter and looks at me
through the flame:
her eyes tell me.
"look," I say, "I don't think I
can ever pay that price again."
she crosses her legs
inhales on her cigarette
as she exhales she smiles
and says, "sure you can."
- Charles Bukowski, Love is a Dog from Hell