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im really upset and im not at all sure why. i feel like somethings wrong but im not at all sure what that something is. i feel like crying. i want a hug but cant have one. mommys asleep and dads bein a jerk again. i feel homesick but im at home. it doesnt make sence. and now im crying.wow. i dont understand at all. i hate this. i was feeling fine till i went for a run and ended up in the woods at the creek sitting in my little perch in my tree and found a tree that had fallen. i dont know why but i went and looked at the unearthed roots and started getting all the mud and dust off of them. im not sure why but that made me sad. then i came home and sat in the sunroom where the rest of my family is and i dont think anyone even noticed i was there. i hate days like this. i cant stand the fact that i dont know what my OWN problem is. oh well immunna stop complaining and find something else to do.