Who knows?? I sure don't
I haven't updated in awhile..I feel like my life in spiraling downward...and all I can do is laugh....when I really feel like pouring my heart out...and crying for all eternity. I'm in love with a boy who doesn't love me back...who I never see...and makes fun of me or calls me a liar every other second we are speaking. This is not a good feeling.
I have a years worth of chemistry to do tonight...and I'm just not excited about it. I have to re-organize my binder...do the extra credit..study for the test that I'm going to fail anyways...
My parents are hating me right now..and will continue to hate me because....well I have an F! in chemistry. I start my second job next monday...and I guess I'm excited..it's not really a big deal...something to do during the summer.
I think I might be getting fatter...but I'm not sure how...the only time I eat is in school. The other times...I'm too busy...or just not home. I don't eat right..and I barely eat at all.
I'm not ready for summer..I'm not ready to be a senior..I'm just not ready for life. I don't know what I'm doing...and I wish I had help. Sometimes...I just..yeah..I don't know. I'm done now
Alexandra
I have a years worth of chemistry to do tonight...and I'm just not excited about it. I have to re-organize my binder...do the extra credit..study for the test that I'm going to fail anyways...
My parents are hating me right now..and will continue to hate me because....well I have an F! in chemistry. I start my second job next monday...and I guess I'm excited..it's not really a big deal...something to do during the summer.
I think I might be getting fatter...but I'm not sure how...the only time I eat is in school. The other times...I'm too busy...or just not home. I don't eat right..and I barely eat at all.
I'm not ready for summer..I'm not ready to be a senior..I'm just not ready for life. I don't know what I'm doing...and I wish I had help. Sometimes...I just..yeah..I don't know. I'm done now
Alexandra