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[ifyoucoulddie]

so I just got done serving my jail time for my first dui. I thought I would be really happy to get out of there, but as I left this morning, I found myself afraid. It reminded me of when I left summer camp, or mission trips. Everything seemed so peaceful there, and now I have to return to real life. That's what scares me the most. I don't know how to live in the real world. When I was there, I didn't have to do anything. Life came easy. Now I have to get back to my job, paying of my debts, and dealing with my parents. It's like returning from a vacation, realizing that now you have to pay for it.

"But if I ask the same questions
(And I know I ask the same questions)
It's only because everyone who answers me is a liar"