"And I've become content with this life that I lead,

Feb 21, 2005 22:04

Where I drink too much and don't believe in much of anything"

I'm not sure how much longer I can handle this. Recently, my dad has been talking more and more and more about how he wants to make sure that I am glorifying God with my life. I don't know how to tell him that I have no desire to glorify God, and that I don't even think God cares what I do.

He had a nervous breakdown 2 weeks ago. They put him on Zoloft immediately. It would be easier to be honest with him if I wasn't afraid that he would crack under any more stress. He doesn't know anything about me, other than I smoke, but he thinks I'm quitting.

I don't want to lie to my parents, but they're so closed-minded that I don't really have much of a choice.
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