Jan 13, 2007 12:14
I'm at my house on my bed in a pair of underwear and a Beatles tee-shirt. I have a toothbrush in my mouth and the toothpaste is foaming. I want to do nothing today.
Last night I had to leave work early because my head was throbbing so bad and I started vomiting. I threw up so much I had dry heaves, I dry heaved so much that I threw up blood. I'm stressing myself out terribly and I don't know how to stop.
I do look really thin today, though. Could be the lack of food in my house and the vomiting.
Maybe being skinny will help me get a job quicker. Ha.
I do have a $66 check from Sam Goody to survive off of. My mom payed my cell phone bill (which shocked me) and my car insurance is due in a month. Over $400. I should have just stuck to walking. Or I shouldn't have gotten pulled over for speeding.
Today the job search immenses. Sweet Water Cafe and Border Grill are my stops for sure. There will be more than that, of course. I may even shell out a few of my $66 to eat something. I haven't eaten since Thursday. Not that I can remember, at least. Some food might be nice. And some Pepsi. Maybe some gas in my car. But I do have 1/4 of a tank. I'll put gas in my car. There goes my $66.
I need to find someone to take over my lease here. I can't afford rent next month. Anyone looking for a place to live? It's on Longyear, right down the street from campus. $310 a month including heat and utilities. Upstairs and downstairs, two bedrooms and bathroom, living room/dining room, kitchen, glass sliding doors to courtyard. Free plowing in parking lot. One room available.
I'm off to the shower, finally.