You're greatest nightmare...
I'm sick of sleeping. I'm sick of the goddamn nightmares. It seems that I'm getting them more rapidly, and the more I get them the more real they seem and the longer they become.
The nightmares vary from killing people I don't know in brutal ways and not caring, to killing a boy named Timmy (I don't know why) to being raped. Lately I've been having nightmares about being raped and I don't know why. This morning was the worse, I woke up and was freaked out, my body felt strange and I didn't feel comfortable being me in my own bed. The feeling I hate overwhelmed me.
How do I stop these nightmares? Not sleeping doesn't work, it just makes it worse when I do sleep.
The nightmares vary from killing people I don't know in brutal ways and not caring, to killing a boy named Timmy (I don't know why) to being raped. Lately I've been having nightmares about being raped and I don't know why. This morning was the worse, I woke up and was freaked out, my body felt strange and I didn't feel comfortable being me in my own bed. The feeling I hate overwhelmed me.
How do I stop these nightmares? Not sleeping doesn't work, it just makes it worse when I do sleep.