Just to sum it all up for you...

Nov 21, 2006 12:52

(12:39:02) Friddle: so...are you still freakin'?
(12:39:57) Lise: i am...but i'm having a bad time
(12:40:02) Friddle: ?
(12:40:07) Friddle: i'm sorry. what's wrong?
(12:40:14) Lise: yeah...things were looking up for me then...
(12:40:19) Lise: it all went to shit last night
(12:40:21) Lise: heh.
(12:40:23) Friddle: :-(
(12:40:25) Friddle: that's no good
(12:40:28) Lise: nope
(12:40:37) Friddle: what happened? unless you don't want to talk about it
(12:40:42) Lise: no, it's okay
(12:40:54) Lise: umm...i found out i can't afford rent this month...again...
(12:41:02) Lise: and that i only work 12 hours a week
(12:41:09) Lise: and that i didn't get the job at ramada inn
(12:41:21) Lise: and then i locked my keys in my car last night which sucked
(12:41:25) Lise: because i had to pay money to get a new one
(12:41:37) Lise: and i can't fucking afford food
(12:41:43) Lise: i'm going crazy
(12:41:46) Friddle: :-(
(12:41:50) Friddle: i'm so sorry dear
(12:41:53) Lise: it's okay
(12:41:55) Friddle: that really fucking blows
(12:41:55) Lise: it's life
(12:42:06) Friddle: it sucks
(12:42:09) Lise: i mean...it has been a lot worse
(12:42:13) Friddle: yeah
(12:42:29) Lise: at least this time i'm not getting abused by my stepfather or a boyfriend and living in a fucking trailer park
(12:42:38) Lise: or i'm not getting shot at and bombed by iraqis
(12:42:44) Friddle: that's true
(12:42:50) Friddle: man, you michigan girls have it rough
(12:42:57) Friddle: always getting mistreated and shit
(12:43:03) Lise: yep
(12:43:13) Lise: you've noticed that pattern?
(12:43:31) Friddle: yeah i have
(12:43:39) Friddle: that fucking depresses me

Yep...there it all is. I have to ask my mother for money to help me pay rent, buy food, my mirror on my car is broke still because I don't know how to fix it, I broke my glasses so I'm stuck wearing my contacts day and night, my boot heel is broken off and I can't afford to fix those, I have to go to Iron River for Thanksgiving tomorrow and I can't afford gas to get there and back, I asked SSG Pietila for ADSW work and the best he can do is give me a few days to work that would make up my drill weekend which isn't going to help me at all, all it's going to do is take money away from the job I have right now which I only work 12 hours a week.

Oh, and there's a whole lot more but I won't make you deal with that.

I'M FUCKING SICK OF ALL THIS SHIT AND I NEVER WANT TO WAKE UP AGAIN.
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