my muscle is FLAT!
this is the 2nd time for me to try to update this so im not in that good of a mood with the journal! anyways... my day. it wasnt really that interesting at all. i woke up and talked to luke, took a shower, got dressed (in my sexy luke shirt), fixed my hair, then luke came over. He didnt stay for long but at least i got to see him. We sat on the love seat and watched Basic. Awww i miss him now tho. I thot he would call me on his break but he didnt :( oh well. i really really want him to stay with me tonight. But i dont think im gonna ask him to bc shanes home and hed mess with luke all night. so i guess next time.
well really an obsession... bc i am against the drug scene now... HAHA. fuckin crackheads. Anyways, yeh, luke had to go into work at 5. i wonder if he has to work tomorrow *puzzled look on face* hmm lets ponder that shall we...? lol ok...
i talked to my mom today about her job interview. i think that was the one for longview. She said it went well and she has another one tomorrow. Well i was really depressed about havin to move and i mentioned it to her and she said that she was sorry and she would work something out. I really wish shed get a job here... that would make alot of things so much better.
oh yeh, i dont think ill be gettin that digi cam and glasses i wanted *tear* we are officially broke. (according to my dad) we cant even buy groceries. I dont know why we all of the sudden decided we were gonna be poor. We never had this hard of a time with money before. So yeh... i wont be on top of the world :( my life just gets better and better. BUT i have luke... so when im with him all that shit disappears... i really miss him right now.