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[ifwishscametrue]

ok so my computers suck my moms doesnt even go to windows its just black, and my dads is slooooooooooooooooooooooooow. cute eh? hmm maybe i did want a boyfriend just not josh. josh as kinda creepy. ok maybe not creepy creepy but i dont know.ugh. weird huh? i complain all the time.. but maybe im scared. i think its because i compare everything and everyone to ryan and i what i had with him. the rain reminds me of him believe it or not. everyday i wonder waht hes doing and if hes ok. my birthday is a week from today and im so excited.sunday we're going to six flags you're welcome to come but im not taking you unless i have enough room. im gonna ask my mom if i could do home schooling like the one my friend billy did where he goes to school for an hour and then get homework for a week. im not sre. lol i dont know anymore.
im done ill update tomorrow maybe!