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[ifuwannagetdown]

I've been thinking about death a lot lately... Heath Ledger, Anna Nicole Smith, Kanye's momma, but the one that hit me the most was Casey Calvert... that was harsh. even though Hawthorne Heights wasn't my favorite band i did like them. that made me so sad... it made me think about life... its so short it ends abruptly and without warning sometimes and it sounds scary cause nobody knows what its like after death... some people think that you go to heaven or hell depending on how you live your life and others think that you come back and live another life but the worst of them all is that nothing at all happens just a dark abyss that you swirl into and never get out just blackness everywhere no feeling or seeing or anything just nothing for the rest of forever.......

im afraid of death... im not sure whats really gonna happen and im scared...