Apr 05, 2005 21:27
posted a few daiz before.. on a diferent site.. well on mi downelink page blog..
dont u hate when u put ur all into sum1ne... do what thei want u to do... care for them no matter what.... tri to make them happi... and then thei make u feel like u just put all ur feelingz to waste? u know what im not even going to add anithing else on it cause all the other shit dont matter.. puttin all mi feeling out there and sai'n how bad i been hurt isnt gonna change shit... so whi bother... but still to this veri minute i cant understand whi we need not talk eachother for a lil while.. claimz to better the both of us but it will onli better her cause it'll damn near kill me. but ha what eva tho.. gottuh give the girl what she wantz like i been doing right?. maibe i am over exageratin like she said, she's not leave'n forever.. but for her not to leave at all and be here with me would be better.. ha she told me last nite that she'll either text message me or send me a letter to tell me when it is good for us to talk and bi then it would be better.. i told her i was gonna get a girl but she thinkz that im gonna forget about her and move on.. ive had a girlfriend 2 timez since i known her and it's been damn near 9 months.. shit i even told a girl i loved her and actualli meant it.. but look who im still stuck to.. ::i told the other girl that i will alwaiz be there for her... and she alreadi know'z that i will:: i can never be thru. not with her atleast.. i dont care about what none of mi ex'z ::therez onli 2 on here:: thinkz about THIS BLOG..... cause right now.. u dun matter to me.. aniwaiz.. i need to finish mi sandwhich.. lmao!.. it would me nice if i was like 1ne of those girlz who dun eat shit for ever when their boifriend left them cause mi ass needa loose some weight.. lmao!.. but im not like those girlz that eat their feelingz awai tho... lol! lemme stop now!. lmao i gotuh go!!!!!!!!!!
im not even trippin tho mane. cause i know understand whi she had to do it.. im not gonna put all her biz out there like that but umm yea maibe it was best that she put me on hold and get her shit strate and then focus all on me.. i suppose.. but yea.. i can put the note she sent me on blackplanet out there.. lol.. i wanted to cri.. SWEAR!. aniwaiz.. i love her punkbutt.. and umm yea. have fun....
date Apr.04.2005 01:23
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YEA CUZ I MISS U TO AND ALL DAY I WANTED TO CALL U BUT I JUST CANT I DONT KNOW WHY BUT I WANNA GET THIS BULL SHIT OUT THE WAY SO I CAN FOCUS ON U BUT FOREAL DONT FIND SOME BITCH AND FALL IN LOVE AND JUST FORGET ME WELL THATS ALL I LOVE U AND ILL WRITE U LATER