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so here i am again. ive just returned from waffle house. 2am on a friday and noone is awake to join me. how crap is that. i spent a friday nite at home, watching tv and doodling. how pathetic. this is what i was talking about before. i cant stand this anymore.
i want something.
i want someone.
i want someday.
im not sure what it is that i want, but i know i want it. i know when i find it ill be whole. i want meaning to my life ya know? i wanna go to bed at nite knowin ive done something. i hate uneventful days. days where i know i have nothing to do. it drives me insane to know that im gonna be sitting at home on my ass either watching tv, playing a game, or surfing the same 6 webpages for hours. a 20 year old dude should not be spending his friday nite in his room looking at porn while his grandparents socialize with their bible thumping friends. my grandparents have more of a life than me for fucks sake. and no, i wasnt masturbating to the porn. that makes it even more pathetic.
when does my life become what i want it to be? im craving GSU. i want to be on my own, in atlanta, with my friends. i can go to a concert, grab a bite to eat, come home with a girl maybe, and not have to fuckin worry about cerfew or any of this nonsense. not too long now. then my life will be mine. you can cut the excitement in the room with a spoon.
aight folks, thats enough babbling for one nite. farewell to thee.
-bayless
i want something.
i want someone.
i want someday.
im not sure what it is that i want, but i know i want it. i know when i find it ill be whole. i want meaning to my life ya know? i wanna go to bed at nite knowin ive done something. i hate uneventful days. days where i know i have nothing to do. it drives me insane to know that im gonna be sitting at home on my ass either watching tv, playing a game, or surfing the same 6 webpages for hours. a 20 year old dude should not be spending his friday nite in his room looking at porn while his grandparents socialize with their bible thumping friends. my grandparents have more of a life than me for fucks sake. and no, i wasnt masturbating to the porn. that makes it even more pathetic.
when does my life become what i want it to be? im craving GSU. i want to be on my own, in atlanta, with my friends. i can go to a concert, grab a bite to eat, come home with a girl maybe, and not have to fuckin worry about cerfew or any of this nonsense. not too long now. then my life will be mine. you can cut the excitement in the room with a spoon.
aight folks, thats enough babbling for one nite. farewell to thee.
-bayless