yippie
for god! haha. how dorky but for real. im glad i woke up this morning. im glad today was such a good day. because when he closes a door he opens another. lessons learned. i couldnt ask for more.
on a diff note. i had to scrub in like 15 times today and my freaking hands/arms hurt soooo bad. they're like dry. im about to take a bath in my sweet vanilla lotion. yum yum. i am just going to suck it up bc it will alllll be well worth it when im makin sweet moolah with uncle rico in may and i get to move anywhere in this dang country i want to.
excited/anxious about this weekend. 6th street and death cab are going to be amazing. and not just the show. the whole weekend. *erica* my bulletin on myspace didnt work out like i'd planned. bartering our bodies for shelter wasnt so successful. but a guy DID reply and now hes coming with me. his friend too. haha. but we sill have no place to stay. hahaha. oh well. adventures are always more exciting anyway.
im about to dye my hair. and im debating kirks show tomorrow. hes just so gorgeous. i stumble over my words when i talk to him anyway.
test tomorrow. probably wont study. what else is new?
someone tell me something amazing. or call me and tell me. the only people that have called me all day have been my mom, erica, and nathan <3.
Death Cab lyrics?
I remember when the days were long
and the nights when the living room was on the lawn.
Constant quarreling the childish fits
and our clothes in a pile on the ottoman.
All the slander and double speak were only foolish attempts
to show you did not mean,
anything but the blatant proof was your lips touching mine in the photobooth.
And as the summers ending the cold air rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
and this is all that's left
scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.
Cup your mouth to compress the sound,
skinny dipping with the kids from a nearby town.
And everything that I said was true
as the flashes blinded us in the photobooth.
Well I lost track when those words were said,
you took the wheel and you steered us into my bed,
and soon we woke and I walked you home
and it was pretty clear that is was hardly love.
And as the summers ending,
the cold air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
and this is all that's left scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.
And as the summers ending,
the cold air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
as the alcohol drained the days.
And as the summers ending,
the cold air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending.
And this is all that's left,
The empty bottles spent cigarettes so pack a change of clothes
'cause its time to move on.
im listening to this song alot today. thought i would post and share. also "The Sound of Settling".
The best line in the song describing everything perfectly....
I've got a hunger
Twisting my stomach into knots
That my tongue is tied off
My brains repeating
"If you've got an impulse let it out"
But they never make it past my mouth.
This is the sound of settling.
Are youth is fleeting
Old age is just around the bend
And i cant wait to go grey
AND I'LL SIT AND WONDER OF EVERY LOVE THAT COULD HAVE BEEN
IF I HAD ONLY THOUGHT OF SOMETHING CHARMING TO SAY.
amazing songs! cant wait to see them. although mr. brooks said they arent going to be that good. ugh, whatev. haha.
im in an amazing mood today. and im not sure why but im really happy about that. <3333
on a diff note. i had to scrub in like 15 times today and my freaking hands/arms hurt soooo bad. they're like dry. im about to take a bath in my sweet vanilla lotion. yum yum. i am just going to suck it up bc it will alllll be well worth it when im makin sweet moolah with uncle rico in may and i get to move anywhere in this dang country i want to.
excited/anxious about this weekend. 6th street and death cab are going to be amazing. and not just the show. the whole weekend. *erica* my bulletin on myspace didnt work out like i'd planned. bartering our bodies for shelter wasnt so successful. but a guy DID reply and now hes coming with me. his friend too. haha. but we sill have no place to stay. hahaha. oh well. adventures are always more exciting anyway.
im about to dye my hair. and im debating kirks show tomorrow. hes just so gorgeous. i stumble over my words when i talk to him anyway.
test tomorrow. probably wont study. what else is new?
someone tell me something amazing. or call me and tell me. the only people that have called me all day have been my mom, erica, and nathan <3.
Death Cab lyrics?
I remember when the days were long
and the nights when the living room was on the lawn.
Constant quarreling the childish fits
and our clothes in a pile on the ottoman.
All the slander and double speak were only foolish attempts
to show you did not mean,
anything but the blatant proof was your lips touching mine in the photobooth.
And as the summers ending the cold air rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
and this is all that's left
scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.
Cup your mouth to compress the sound,
skinny dipping with the kids from a nearby town.
And everything that I said was true
as the flashes blinded us in the photobooth.
Well I lost track when those words were said,
you took the wheel and you steered us into my bed,
and soon we woke and I walked you home
and it was pretty clear that is was hardly love.
And as the summers ending,
the cold air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
and this is all that's left scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes and it's time to move on.
And as the summers ending,
the cold air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending,
as the alcohol drained the days.
And as the summers ending,
the cold air will rush your hard heart away.
You were so condescending.
And this is all that's left,
The empty bottles spent cigarettes so pack a change of clothes
'cause its time to move on.
im listening to this song alot today. thought i would post and share. also "The Sound of Settling".
The best line in the song describing everything perfectly....
I've got a hunger
Twisting my stomach into knots
That my tongue is tied off
My brains repeating
"If you've got an impulse let it out"
But they never make it past my mouth.
This is the sound of settling.
Are youth is fleeting
Old age is just around the bend
And i cant wait to go grey
AND I'LL SIT AND WONDER OF EVERY LOVE THAT COULD HAVE BEEN
IF I HAD ONLY THOUGHT OF SOMETHING CHARMING TO SAY.
amazing songs! cant wait to see them. although mr. brooks said they arent going to be that good. ugh, whatev. haha.
im in an amazing mood today. and im not sure why but im really happy about that. <3333