i'm not what you think...

[ifthefiresthere]

there are things i never tell anyone. things about my past that i dont think anyone will understand. i say i dont regret a thing that i have done in my life but, sometimes, i think i just might be lying to myself. there are things i wish i could change...but, things i have said and done have made me who i am today. so, i cant really regret what has made me who i am. i have more will-power, more determination, more intelligence, more class, and more integrity than most and that makes me happy. i think i might be a little too strong-willed for my own good sometimes. but, its who i am. i must admit...i am scared to death about moving to florida. but, when asked if i was having second thoughts about moving to florida...my answer was and still is...no, that is the place i belong. it is the only place i truly feel at home. i find comfort in the sun, solice in the ocean. i could never find the feeling i get when i am there any where else in the world.

...your words are only actions not given the chance to happen.

thats something i tell myself all the time. i dont know why...i made it up and it makes me happy.

<3Krystal