May 23, 2005 17:11
i'll bite my lip and close my eyes as i take this blade to my wrist tonight. no one knows the pain i hold inside. no one understands the loneliness i feel. i wish someone was here to tell me everything would be ok but, in the end no one really cares.
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speak sweetly.
speak softly.
comfort me.
tell me how much you care.
tell me how you will always be there.
hold me.
promise you will keep me in your heart.
promise we will be together forever.
love me.
break your promises.
break my heart.
leave me.
replay your life.
replay your actions.
regret me.
keep your friends.
keep you pride.
ignore me.
go to them.
go to her.
break me.
look what you have done.
look at the life you ruined.
kill me...slowly.
..................without you............
nothing seems to fit.
nothing seems right.
i need to be alone.
...no one likes to be alone.
the pieces fall away like glass of a shattered mirror.
i see nothing.
i cannot see my real self anymore.
...without myself, i am alone.
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time has come to turn my back on everyone.
time to turn around everything.
time to start again.
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