whats the point? ...could you tell me?

May 10, 2005 21:46

so...i really love being blown off... wanna ignore me sometime? if you do...dont call me back, tell me we are going to hang out...then, bail at the last second...i love it!!!

i love being stood up...blown off...you know that it makes me feel SO great. it is amazing...no matter how much someone tells you they want to see you and that they want to hang out...they always in some way end up disappointing you! ...well, at least in my case. people are always telling me how amazing i am...well, then why the hell do you bail on me? why do you even bother to tell me that you want to see me? i realize that this is going to be an on going thing... it sucks!

i love self-esteem boosters like that.

...on top of everything that has happened today, you go and blow me off...without a phone call.

i feel this big-----> .

well...i feel that way most of the time but today i really feel smaller...more insignificant.

-Krystal
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