May 14, 2004 14:27
Well here I am still in Ann Arbor. I decided to stay for May Term and take Doctrine II. (I'm not going to tell you that I'm staying because Jeff is staying.) Well this class is one of the harder ones for my LTD (Lutheran Teaching Diploma) and this is a three week intensive class which means that I go to class three hours a day. I thought that it was going to be really hard to sit still for so long and I can hardly sit still for a sermon let alone a three hour sermon. It's not particularly easy but its actually going ok. I almost even enjoy it. Most of the people in the class are pretty cool. Yeah Jeff's decision to stay convinced me to do the same but its three credits which I need for a lower price and there are a lot of my friends in the class which not only makes it more bearable but also makes studying a lot easier. Rev. Prof. Schultz is actually a cool guy. His grading sucks but his lectures aren't bad. His comments are hilarious.
So for Mayterm you're on your own for food. I almost miss the caf. It was just so easy to walk there and get food even if it was crappy. Although Jeff and I have been having fun making meals. Wow I feel married. LoL We went grocery shopping together and spent $130. Yeah that much. But its gonna' last us 3 weeks. And its decent food. Like I made us Hamburger Helper, Spaghetti with meat sauce, grilled cheese and tomato soup, stir fry.....yeah its ok. So now we do laundry together, homework together, and make meals together. Yeah I'm married. LoL But only for another two weeks. Then nothing. 10 hours apart. It makes me cry whenever I think about it. Gosh I Love Him. I've been criticized for not knowing what Love is and that we aren't in love. But I think we are. If this isn't Love than what is it? Relationships move fast at the college level. I don't mean sexually I mean intellectually. I know Jeff and he knows me so well. No one has ever known me this deeply. Yeah I was with Andy for a year and a half but our relationship wasn't this deep. This is something different. Something special. I don't want to lose Jeff. He means too much to me. Summer has never looked so long.
Wow this journal entry went in a direction I wasn't expecting it to.
Well. More later I guess.