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Well its been forever. Figured I should update, just in case anyone cares. Things have been hectic lately, to say the least. I've been really really stressed out! Lots of drama that really is not needed at the moment, but oh well.
First of all, work sucks. I hate my boss. She is the bitch of the century, she treats me like I'm 5 years old, she reprimands me in front of lobbyfuls of people. She is just ridiculous. She makes me dread coming to work everyday. She made me cry on Friday. It's just really not a good situation. If things don't get better soon I don't know how long I will last here. I guess I could always try to transfer back to my old department, but they would have to be hiring and have a schedule I wanted. I guess I should give it some more time.
I finally got out of the apartment and away from Michelle. I really don't like the way things ended, I would have rather we didn't end up hating each other because that causes conflict with other people too, but I guess it was the way things had to be. I had had enough of her. I had had enough of her 2 months ago, but there wasn't really anything I could do about that either. I love our new apartment though, its huge! I think I am going to love living with Karlie and Jordan. I already know I can live just fine with Karlie, and Jordan is very easy going and one of the funniest people I've ever known. My parents are less than thrilled about the idea of me living with a guy (to say the least), but my mom even awknowledged that it was better than having me living with Andy.
I don't really think Andy was too thrilled about me moving in with Jordan either. He had mentioned that he wanted us to move in together but I shot that idea down real quick. When I mentioned that Jordan was thinking about moving in he got mad at said "oh, you can live with some other guy but not me?". So I just basically had to explain to him that I wasn't comfortable with that yet, it is still way too soon for that. He is older and maybe he is ready for something like that, but he has been in relationships before and this is really my first SERIOUS relationship. I dated Old Andy, but he was a jerk face and things are completely different with New Andy. I'm very happy though, except lately things have been kinda weird. A couple days ago he was acting really weird, he was doing something on his phone and wouldn't let me see it, then he got a voicemail from some random chick and claimed that he didn't know who she was and she had called from his friend Eric's phone, but I don't really know why some girl he doesn't know would leave him a message from his friend's phone. I couldn't hear what she was saying on the message, I could just hear a girl's voice. Then right after he had called his voicemail he deleted all his recent calls, so I don't know. That didn't really bother me much cuz I have seen him delete his recent calls in the past, it was just weird that he did it right after he got a message from that girl. Well yesterday he called me when he was getting off work and told me his ex had stopped by his work to tell him she's pregnant.... its not his, but I don't really know why she needs to be coming into his work to tell him that... And he just transferred to a new store, so I'm not sure how she knew where his new one was. I asked him if he talks to her a lot and he said no but I just don't know. I don't know if I should be bothered by this... It made me start thinking about the message last week. Ugh I don't know, maybe I'm just being paranoid. Anyone have any takes on it?
Other than that things are going fine with him. I think this relationship is good and bad for me at the same time. I'm happy and I've found a guy who will treat me the way I know I deserve to be treated, but by getting closer to him I've fallen away from other people. Most people actually. The only people I really talk to lately are Karlie and Andy. I miss a lot of people. I don't talk to Liz much anymore, I hardly ever talk to Jamie, I just see everyone less and less often. I don't really know what to do about it now. I want to make it better, I want to stop being a bad friend. I don't mean to do it. I don't know if there is anything I can do.
Well I guess thats all for now. I should get back to work.
First of all, work sucks. I hate my boss. She is the bitch of the century, she treats me like I'm 5 years old, she reprimands me in front of lobbyfuls of people. She is just ridiculous. She makes me dread coming to work everyday. She made me cry on Friday. It's just really not a good situation. If things don't get better soon I don't know how long I will last here. I guess I could always try to transfer back to my old department, but they would have to be hiring and have a schedule I wanted. I guess I should give it some more time.
I finally got out of the apartment and away from Michelle. I really don't like the way things ended, I would have rather we didn't end up hating each other because that causes conflict with other people too, but I guess it was the way things had to be. I had had enough of her. I had had enough of her 2 months ago, but there wasn't really anything I could do about that either. I love our new apartment though, its huge! I think I am going to love living with Karlie and Jordan. I already know I can live just fine with Karlie, and Jordan is very easy going and one of the funniest people I've ever known. My parents are less than thrilled about the idea of me living with a guy (to say the least), but my mom even awknowledged that it was better than having me living with Andy.
I don't really think Andy was too thrilled about me moving in with Jordan either. He had mentioned that he wanted us to move in together but I shot that idea down real quick. When I mentioned that Jordan was thinking about moving in he got mad at said "oh, you can live with some other guy but not me?". So I just basically had to explain to him that I wasn't comfortable with that yet, it is still way too soon for that. He is older and maybe he is ready for something like that, but he has been in relationships before and this is really my first SERIOUS relationship. I dated Old Andy, but he was a jerk face and things are completely different with New Andy. I'm very happy though, except lately things have been kinda weird. A couple days ago he was acting really weird, he was doing something on his phone and wouldn't let me see it, then he got a voicemail from some random chick and claimed that he didn't know who she was and she had called from his friend Eric's phone, but I don't really know why some girl he doesn't know would leave him a message from his friend's phone. I couldn't hear what she was saying on the message, I could just hear a girl's voice. Then right after he had called his voicemail he deleted all his recent calls, so I don't know. That didn't really bother me much cuz I have seen him delete his recent calls in the past, it was just weird that he did it right after he got a message from that girl. Well yesterday he called me when he was getting off work and told me his ex had stopped by his work to tell him she's pregnant.... its not his, but I don't really know why she needs to be coming into his work to tell him that... And he just transferred to a new store, so I'm not sure how she knew where his new one was. I asked him if he talks to her a lot and he said no but I just don't know. I don't know if I should be bothered by this... It made me start thinking about the message last week. Ugh I don't know, maybe I'm just being paranoid. Anyone have any takes on it?
Other than that things are going fine with him. I think this relationship is good and bad for me at the same time. I'm happy and I've found a guy who will treat me the way I know I deserve to be treated, but by getting closer to him I've fallen away from other people. Most people actually. The only people I really talk to lately are Karlie and Andy. I miss a lot of people. I don't talk to Liz much anymore, I hardly ever talk to Jamie, I just see everyone less and less often. I don't really know what to do about it now. I want to make it better, I want to stop being a bad friend. I don't mean to do it. I don't know if there is anything I can do.
Well I guess thats all for now. I should get back to work.