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I haven't actually sat down and written an entry in quite awhile. I'm not really sure what the point is, because basically everyone that reads this already knows all about me, but here goes.
I start school on Monday. I'm scared. This will be my very first college experience ever. Yeah, I was in beauty school for 6 months, but that gave me no experience. Plus I went with a friend, so that made things a lot easier. I'm so scared to fail. I'm scared I will get burnt out from working full time and going to school every day. I'm scared everyone will hate me. I'm just real scared of this whole thing. I still haven't even gotten my financial stuff figured out, I have no idea how I'm going to pay for it. I am leaning more toward student loan right now, but I'm still not sure. I need to call the guy tomorrow, hopefully he's there on Fridays, or I don't know what I'm going to do.
Jamie is moving to Michigan this weekend. I'm really sad about it. Over the last 6 months Jamie has become one of my best friends again. She has become someone I talk to daily, hang out with almost daily, and tell everything to. I hope we don't grow apart again while she's gone. Today was her "going away dinner". We went to Chili's, and it was a lot of fun. The people that were there were Me, Jamie, Liz, Jen, Carisa, Kenzie, Christina, Dan, Thai, Jason, Madison, Morgan, and Allen... I think I might be forgetting someone. Thats all I can remember. Oh yeah! Rachel... haha I suck. I knew there was someone else. So yeah, after dinner we went to Jamie's and played XBox with her sorta roomie Dan. It was fun, but everyone was all over Dan and kept taking like 50 pictures of him. And then I came home and now here I am.
I haven't been to work since Monday and I LOVE it!! I have enjoyed these days off, I was feeling really burnt out and sick of work, but I think that my few days off will help me get back into things. I know I was starting to slack off and work, and I was not being very friendly or nice to people. I am actually excited to go tomorrow, I have found that I miss the people there. I always have such a good time when I'm there. Everyone makes me laugh so hard, and its just a good time.
I have felt really blah lately. Not happy, but not sad either. I've become a complete homebody, I never seem to want to leave the house. I have gained weight, and I'm not happy with myself. I think I need to get out of my parents house, get out on my own, get a gym membership and start going to the gym. I feel like I'm falling back into my old ways from High School. Sleeping 12+ hours every day. I hate it, hopefully when I start school and I will get on a better schedule where I have to get up and be somewhere early everyday, that will help. I'm making a goal to lose 20 lbs before my birthday. If you are reading this, you are my witness. Help me out, ask me how I'm doing, go to the gym with me, help me make better eating choices. Whatever you can do would be great.
Wow its 1:15 AM. I need to get to bed, my day starts at 8:30 tomorrow and there will be no time for a nap. I have to take Jaymie and Christie to school, come home and shower, go get my nails done at 10, and then straight to work. Wow that is a lot. Goodnight people.
I start school on Monday. I'm scared. This will be my very first college experience ever. Yeah, I was in beauty school for 6 months, but that gave me no experience. Plus I went with a friend, so that made things a lot easier. I'm so scared to fail. I'm scared I will get burnt out from working full time and going to school every day. I'm scared everyone will hate me. I'm just real scared of this whole thing. I still haven't even gotten my financial stuff figured out, I have no idea how I'm going to pay for it. I am leaning more toward student loan right now, but I'm still not sure. I need to call the guy tomorrow, hopefully he's there on Fridays, or I don't know what I'm going to do.
Jamie is moving to Michigan this weekend. I'm really sad about it. Over the last 6 months Jamie has become one of my best friends again. She has become someone I talk to daily, hang out with almost daily, and tell everything to. I hope we don't grow apart again while she's gone. Today was her "going away dinner". We went to Chili's, and it was a lot of fun. The people that were there were Me, Jamie, Liz, Jen, Carisa, Kenzie, Christina, Dan, Thai, Jason, Madison, Morgan, and Allen... I think I might be forgetting someone. Thats all I can remember. Oh yeah! Rachel... haha I suck. I knew there was someone else. So yeah, after dinner we went to Jamie's and played XBox with her sorta roomie Dan. It was fun, but everyone was all over Dan and kept taking like 50 pictures of him. And then I came home and now here I am.
I haven't been to work since Monday and I LOVE it!! I have enjoyed these days off, I was feeling really burnt out and sick of work, but I think that my few days off will help me get back into things. I know I was starting to slack off and work, and I was not being very friendly or nice to people. I am actually excited to go tomorrow, I have found that I miss the people there. I always have such a good time when I'm there. Everyone makes me laugh so hard, and its just a good time.
I have felt really blah lately. Not happy, but not sad either. I've become a complete homebody, I never seem to want to leave the house. I have gained weight, and I'm not happy with myself. I think I need to get out of my parents house, get out on my own, get a gym membership and start going to the gym. I feel like I'm falling back into my old ways from High School. Sleeping 12+ hours every day. I hate it, hopefully when I start school and I will get on a better schedule where I have to get up and be somewhere early everyday, that will help. I'm making a goal to lose 20 lbs before my birthday. If you are reading this, you are my witness. Help me out, ask me how I'm doing, go to the gym with me, help me make better eating choices. Whatever you can do would be great.
Wow its 1:15 AM. I need to get to bed, my day starts at 8:30 tomorrow and there will be no time for a nap. I have to take Jaymie and Christie to school, come home and shower, go get my nails done at 10, and then straight to work. Wow that is a lot. Goodnight people.