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quar·rel1 : 1.An angry dispute; an altercation.
2. A cause of a dispute or an argument
What do you call that? Hmm....i guess sometimes you just need a little cry. Holding it in doesnt help. Although, i dont think i feel much better. I havent cried for a good reason in a while. Theres a first time for everything but this was def. an Unexpected first. Dont think i can sleep. Just sit in bed and think. Think of the past. Present. Future. How i will end up in a week, month, year. How others will end up in a week, month, year. How i hope others and i will end up in a week, month, year. Who knows. I wish i had the right answers to all of lifes questions. but i dont. Nerp. sometimes u try to cheat, and when u do, you sometimes get caught and it was pointless to do in the first place. Why me? I always have THESE problems. I cant tell you how many in the years. I'm not saying i'm too good for them, i just dont think i can handle them anymore. Some people say i'm too nice, but if that were the case, why did i make someone cry tonight? Some people say i'm a bitch, but if that were the case, why cant i fight my battles right? I always end up wrong. Even if i dont agree with it at the time. Sometimes, i just want to LIVE, get all the right answers, then GO BACK to START and begin all over again, knowing what i should or shouldnt do. My lips are chap. =-/...random. i wonder how Annas trip was to the mountains. I wonder how Phils cruise was. i dont want to go back to skewl Monday. Dont think i'm ready. December is perdy full for me. Sux balls. Guess i'm just depressed now. Guess i should just go. Guess i should say sorry. Just duno how to say it. SUX FOR MEEEEEE
2. A cause of a dispute or an argument
What do you call that? Hmm....i guess sometimes you just need a little cry. Holding it in doesnt help. Although, i dont think i feel much better. I havent cried for a good reason in a while. Theres a first time for everything but this was def. an Unexpected first. Dont think i can sleep. Just sit in bed and think. Think of the past. Present. Future. How i will end up in a week, month, year. How others will end up in a week, month, year. How i hope others and i will end up in a week, month, year. Who knows. I wish i had the right answers to all of lifes questions. but i dont. Nerp. sometimes u try to cheat, and when u do, you sometimes get caught and it was pointless to do in the first place. Why me? I always have THESE problems. I cant tell you how many in the years. I'm not saying i'm too good for them, i just dont think i can handle them anymore. Some people say i'm too nice, but if that were the case, why did i make someone cry tonight? Some people say i'm a bitch, but if that were the case, why cant i fight my battles right? I always end up wrong. Even if i dont agree with it at the time. Sometimes, i just want to LIVE, get all the right answers, then GO BACK to START and begin all over again, knowing what i should or shouldnt do. My lips are chap. =-/...random. i wonder how Annas trip was to the mountains. I wonder how Phils cruise was. i dont want to go back to skewl Monday. Dont think i'm ready. December is perdy full for me. Sux balls. Guess i'm just depressed now. Guess i should just go. Guess i should say sorry. Just duno how to say it. SUX FOR MEEEEEE