Uggg I hate these waste of weekends, sitting around and discussing things for 2 days straight that have little or no pertinence to me most of the time. They’re all really cool adults but I’d rather be at a party of course. Such is life sigh.
I swear someone better be doing something this Sunday so they can drag me along, I need some fun or I might go crazy, Rachel did come to the Board meeting for like 3 hours on Friday. Had a lot of fun with her while she was there cause Canandaigua’s church had chairs with wheels on em. Apparently they were bought from the Olive garden. Was wickedly fun to spin and joust in them.
I got to stay in a hotel by myself for the first time! I know I know, sounds retarded but my mom is so freaked out about the idea of me being alone anywhere it’s a big step, hopefully to be followed by more steps where my mom relaxes her death grip on my life. God damn it that would be nice, to not have to put my Mom’s crazy ass worries in front of what I want to do. For those who don’t know my situation my Mom is so crazy that she won’t even let me take a bus by myself to get to things like board meetings and YAC meetings, even though it’s all paid for by YAC and the board. I’m fucking 16 and she needs to learn that I need some independence or I’m going to end up going crazy. I wish Ema was my Mom, then I wouldn’t have to worry about things like this. Hell I wish I could just win the lotto, declare myself independent from my mom and buy an apartment. Then I’d be set, man that would be sick.
That’s all for now, I’m going to go something to cheer myself up before I set into the 5 pg/ presentation on Vygotsky that I have due for Psych on Mon.
LOST!