Oct 29, 2008 17:25
Dear Josh,
Leave me alone! Please realize that when I made the decision to leave you it wasn't because I was trying to be a horrible person and make you miserable. I did it because I wasn't happy at all and I had already fallen in love with my Sean. You saying you love me now won't make up for all the things that you/you're friends have said to me. I'm sick of you're stupid threats. I'm sick of trying to be your friend. I'm sick of telling the same story over and over again. I'm sick of being blamed for the mistakes that YOU make. I'm just sick of YOU. I've already told you once to stay out of my life and quit harassing me. I'm not going to say it again. Get over it. It happened almost a year ago. Get over the fact that I'm friends with Richard and always will be and that I'm in love with Sean and always will be. I don't love you and I never did. I'm done wasting my life on you.
-Lexi
If you can't tell Josh has entered my life again and I have to escort him out. Oh, I'm sick to. Which is just great. With Halloween Friday I just had to go and get sick. Damn.
And yes I have decided that Sean and I will be together for always. Haha. This makes me happy.
letter,
fail,
richard,
sick,
josh,
sean