"In the beginning there was the word... and the word was made flesh by... Me"
So i can't sleep... i was studying for micro when i found out something that turned my stomach into a knot... or at least thats how it felt... or was it a punch in the chest... i can't quite decide...
so i'm enjoying all of my classes this semester .. especially fiction.. i love my teacher David Madden.. def. take him if you need another english...
I can't say i am terribly happy about school b/c i mean who is ... except people with majors that require less studying than others...
On the other hand i am excited about intermurals... i just secretly hope i don't suck it up... I always have that dream where you are playing a game and something bad happens like you lose the game by striking out or missing a fly ball.. or something embaressing happens Ex.: tripping and whiping out.. um.. losing you pants some sort of way...
Maybe i'm just afraid... of what .. i can't pinpoint it.
I was thinking about how it will feel to be twenty... 2 whole decades old... and what did i do with myself... i haven't accomplished that many notable things... feb. 12 is the end of my teenage years... and ians not here to celebrate.. or v-day but thats a whole other story..
I feel like i'm holding it all in... but thats not me. or maybe i'm on that river... a pushover?... questionable... mmm..nah.. mistaken
so i'm enjoying all of my classes this semester .. especially fiction.. i love my teacher David Madden.. def. take him if you need another english...
I can't say i am terribly happy about school b/c i mean who is ... except people with majors that require less studying than others...
On the other hand i am excited about intermurals... i just secretly hope i don't suck it up... I always have that dream where you are playing a game and something bad happens like you lose the game by striking out or missing a fly ball.. or something embaressing happens Ex.: tripping and whiping out.. um.. losing you pants some sort of way...
Maybe i'm just afraid... of what .. i can't pinpoint it.
I was thinking about how it will feel to be twenty... 2 whole decades old... and what did i do with myself... i haven't accomplished that many notable things... feb. 12 is the end of my teenage years... and ians not here to celebrate.. or v-day but thats a whole other story..
I feel like i'm holding it all in... but thats not me. or maybe i'm on that river... a pushover?... questionable... mmm..nah.. mistaken